Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Destruction
Realized that I'm very self-destructive. I like to destroy the things around me that are working and beautiful, the things that keep me going. Beautiful relationships.
I think its cuz I'm afraid of being too dependent on them, so I try to destroy them first. Its quite terrible. I have to stop doing this.
Michele to Self: Please, please stop doing this. Its not funny at all, if you go on like this, I'm gonna die.
Self: I know. I can't help it.
Michele: Wtf you mean you can't help it? Please, stop using that as an excuse, if you can't help it then who can? Please please, try can? I can't go on like this. And if I die, you won't survive either.
Self: Ok, I try.
Ramblings of a crazy girl.
michele | 1:44 AM
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